Nostalgia + More, by Baylee C. We welcome her to the blog team!
The past creeps up on me, slowly sometimes, or instead all at once.
The good, the bad, the really good, and the really bad.
It seems like a waste, to keep going back to a time that is non-existent.
If there’s no benefit to draw from it, no new lesson to be learned..why?
Yet to me, it’s incredible that we even have a memory.
A little storage compartment.
To be able to recall how I felt, how it changed me, how I feel about it now.
My memory is like a box kept under lock & key,
containing precious things and moments that matter only to me.
But is it only me? do other people feel this same way?
If these things were to all perish, which one day in the future they will,
would someone else care? would they miss those moments?
The things and time we shared?
I think they would. and to me, that matters.
I wish I could relive many times in my life,
replay them somehow with the people who care about them.
I live for the moments that I look at someone’s face and can see
they just put a moment in that little storage compartment.
They’ll find the key to that box in a smell, an image, a person.
Maybe even a song.
I live. for. that.
I don’t know why it’s so important to me.
It’s not like I want to live my life so that in the end,
I’ll possess some mental filing cabinet full of things that aren’t eternal. no.
But I’m starting to believe that those little things are glimpses of the eternal,
the things that will never pass away or perish or be forgotten.
I want to hold on to those glimpses for as long as needed.
to see what they can show me.
The glory of God is inside of those moments.
Because God is in every moment.
I can now see Him in every laugh, every star, and every person.
He is in everything and He is everything.
He is so much more than we know or can see.
He goes beyond these moments, into a place where time is no more
and these amazing, nostalgic, God-given moments
fade away in comparison to Him.
I see things the way that I do because that is how He made me,
and every one else. for the sole purpose of glorifying Him.
My prayer is that we would have our eyes opened to these glorious things,
to the glorious God who created them and loves and saves.
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